Bring It On: All or Nothing

hey, losers, just a bit of sublimonal messaging...

Bring it On: All or Nothing
starring Hayden Panettiere, Solange Knowles-Smith, with a special appearance by Rihanna!

on DVD, August 8th.

spread the word.

-Er!ka MaE-

the losers that live in my house left me. i was actually awake, ready, fully dressed, then i hear the garage door close //how did i not hear it open?// and the car leaving. whatever. now i have time to update.
i think i left off before senior year actually started. so let's go back to summer without the drama...
i've finally established friendships in utah that i can look forward to. In the past, the coming to Utah was just so Daddy could have some quality time with me, since i don't see him 10 months out of the year. But when his offtime is dwindling down, he usually, eventually has to go back to work. Then i'm left to my own devices. Which in my younger days weren't so bad, cuz i hadn't discovered the internet yet. so i'd just watch tv. but still...it was boring, being all alone til my dad got home from work. that went on for 3 years, maybe. at least 2.
then uncle danny bought this house, and daddy got the top floor to himself. so now i have a bigger house //WITH INTERNET//. being left alone was great, in that first year, because it was the summer after my first grounding, and i'd had little internet time at home. so it was my haven.
then it got boring, cuz i got the internet back in KY, came here one summer, and i had nothing to do.
summer between junior and senior years was great...because i made actual friends. who i had spent time with into late at night, had sleepovers with...well i think only one, but still....and who, on the first day meeting them, stayed out with me until 3 in the morning, and i STILL didnt' get in trouble for coming home so late/early? for once, i couldn't wait to get back here, cuz even after daddy went back to work, i had other ppl to look forward to hanging out with. instead of a computer. which isn't as comforting, at times. yay to my Utah Girls.

so yeah, senior year anyone?  i started senior year with the longest my hair had EVER been.  cuz i hadnt cut it since freshman year. no that just SOUNDS wrong. cuz i would have cut it after ME. did i? i think i did, just not quite so much. cuz i remember during junior year, neecee made a comment about how cool my hair was that the blonde //when there was still a lot of it// blended with the black of  my hair. but in my senior pics, my hair was still really long, but only some of the tips were still blonde. but then after i took senior pics, and ALL the drama was finally done with ME, TV, freakin DVD //i'm just kidding// i had a real cut. it was like a little above bra strap. and before i got it cut, Chris and i had already started going out. Let's not talk about how we got together. cuz it kinda makes me look pathetic, and the main point of the story is that we were together dammit. >> then i got it cut again, this cut, Chris flat out begged me not to do, but i still did it. it came out great, and he loved it, so we got over that. i can't exactly remember when it was, but i know it was before semester, cuz i was still in Socio 1 with Anjo, who got it cut the same weekend, but was somewhat angry with me, cuz mine looked better.  i remember the football game where i displayed my new hair to all my friends, Steven pulled me aside, and was like "what does this cut mean?" cuz he already knew of the Japanese culture of a girl cutting her hair. and it took a while to convince him that i just felt like i needed to get a hair cut. a really nice one. anywayz.
Senior year was a very expensive year. let's list those costs....

senior pics, graduation announcement package, UE tour, birthday party, chuck e cheese, letterman, digital camera, yearbook, senior ad, ACT, random club dues, club shirts, haha random pieces of jewelry, homecoming, emergency trip to Guam, cap and gown pics, Youth 2000, senior trip, cap and gown, prom, party, laptop, trip to utah, trip to Guam. college expenses. which still need to be worked out.

yeah. my 4 year journey through the halls of Fort Campbell are actually over. i'm getting mixed reactions from my friends. most are obviously "YESSS I'M FINALLY OUT OF THAT HELLHOLE" i feel sorry for them that they really disliked high school that much that they felt they NEEDED to get out. then  there are some who are "omg, high school is over, what am i gonna do with myself NOW?!" i feel sorry for them too, because they loved high school so much they felt it was all they had.
i think i'm a mixture of both. I thoroughly enjoyed high school. the daughter of a mix of 3 ppl who understood that your high school years were years to remember, years that you want to look back on, and say that yeah, i actually had fun. i had good grades most of the time, i was surrounded by the best friends i could ask for, my teachers were sometimes my best friends, my parents kept me in line. that building was a great place to gather for good laughs, and even better times.
and i will miss it. but if high school was that great...i have a lot to look forward to in the rest of my life. If i could make the most out of high school, where so many others couldn't, i know that college and the "real world" will just be that much better. so yeah. i'm a mix of both.

_ERIKA MAE_

I just haven't updated here in a long time, and i just felt like it.  so here i am. I'm pretty tired right now. and i was just reading a past blog about my grounding back in 04. if i remember correctly....early 04 was sophomore year. so that grounding was for the -stuff- found in my room. 2 days before my Confirmation, i was grounded. and no one, outside my family, knew why. i went to school that friday red and puffy eyed because i had cried myself to sleep and had woken up crying. My first grounding. 
SY 04-05, saw my reprieve from my grounding when i joined soccer as a junior, which is probably why i joined. something to do. get me out of my room, out of my house. i lost a lot of weight and fat during season. and because of my 2 gym classes with the fat nazi, coach weaver. //nipples//  EVERY DAY. i was the only one "lucky" enough to see him every. single. day. then after season, i kept the weight off for a while. until my accident, that left me immobile for some time. blah.
now i'm fat again. moving on.
senior year, -sigh- actually let's back-track. still junior year...april 18th, 2005. the infamous ME breakup. let's not even go into what led to that, because in all honesty. it really doesn't matter. i kinda laugh at how easy it is to say that, because of how true it is. and the few that know what actually went on, hopefully know what i'm talking about. it doesn't matter.  
June 16th, 2005. TV get together. July 11th, 2005. TV split. ME back on. what can i say? it was a summer of classic high school drama.  2 of the 3 parties involved not even in high school...
ahh senior year. haha on second thought, back track just one more time. junior year was a year of mistakes. iwill admit to that. rather, only a semester of mistakes...which led to UK Correspondence Reading III summer //well what was supposed to be a summer// course. which bled into senior year.
NOW senior year. but i'm looking at my clock and it's 2:38am , and i get up for church at 7 or some kuso like that. probably earlier, cuz mass starts at 8:15am. whichever way that time thing goes, i'm gonna go to bed. cuz i'd rather not fall asleep on mnsg bonnell. 

i'll continue the update tomorrow night. if i remember. which i probably won't.

i don't actually expect anyone to read this. i'm just...full of words. and have an itching to type. . . normally i'd write this. but i haven't written anything in quite some time. that can't be good.

*~-Chris's Erika-~*

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Name? Erika Mae S. Diego

Nicknames? Ika, Vyxen, Vyxy, Akire, Reika, Galadrielle

Date of birth? November 1^st, 1988

Sex? Female, only the best gender in the world!!

Height? 5' 1"

Eye color? Beautifully brown

Where were you born? Tamuning, Guam

Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 17!!!

Pets? Do brothers and a sister count?

Hair color? Dark Brown

Piercings? 4 ((my ears))

Town you live in? Ft. Campbell

Ever been to Africa? nopes

Been toilet papering? Lol, no…that one time doesn’t count.

Love someone so much it made you cry? Probably, I cry for everything else, I may as well cry for love

Been in a car accident?  Several of them

Croutons or bacon bits? Sunflower seeds

Favorite day of the week?  Wednesday…don’t ask me why…I probably don’t know

Favorite resturant? New China off of exit 11 o.o

Favorite flower? carnations

Favorite sport to watch? Billiards and poker >.> do they even count?

Favorite drink? Nestea…and it has to be in a can

Favorite ice cream flavor? That one with macadamia nuts in it…I’ve only ever had it in Philippines…

Warner Bros. or Disney? Ooh I LOVE Disney movies…especially the songs…

Favorite fast food restuarant? McDonald’s

Carpet color in your bedroom? Green…don’t ask me why, green is not one of my favorites…

How many times did you fail your driver's test? I haven’t even taken it yet lol

Whom did you get your last email from? My NT Kaila

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Borders

What do you do most often when you are bored? Become my Quizilla Whoring self

Most annoying thing to say to me? I hate you….or Go to hell….

Bedtime? Haven’t had one of those since I was 12…

Favorite TV show? Oh my god….see if I ever really watched regular tv anymore, I’d know…Roseanne. O.o..

Last person you went out to dinner with? My family for a birthday

Been out of country? Of course….

Believe in magick? Very muchso

What are you listening to right now? The tv lol

Have you ever failed a grade? A’course not

If you have, what grade did you fail? Emr…

Do you have a crush on someone? Who’s asking…?

Do you have a bf/gf? Yes I do

If so, what is their name? Chris

How long have you been together? Almost 3 months

What are you wearing right now? Jeans and a purple t-shirt that says “I need a hug”

Would you have sex before marriage? –cough cough- no comment…

Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Ew, god, no

Are you a virgin? –cough-

Do you smoke? Not anymore

Do you drink? Been known to happen

Are you ghetto? i….am an Erika

Are you a player? Used to play soccer ^^ haha I sound like a ditz

What are your favorite colors? Purple…that’s all you need to know…

What is your favorite animal? Zebra and fox

Do you have any birthmarks? Somewhere…

Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? Not literally…actually no…just no…

Who do you talk to most on the phone? Tia and Topher

Have you ever been slapped? Probably

Do you get online a lot? HA only every chance I get!

Are you shy or outgoing? In a weird way, I’m both…

Do you shower? Only when I have something important to go to…<.<…lol

Do you hate school? I find it to be very useful social time

Do you have a social life? <.< I find school sociable…is that enough of an answer…

How easily do you trust people? Far too easily

Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Heh, now, why would I answer that?

Would you ever sky dive? Tandem, yeah

Do you like to dance? Doesn’t matter, I still do it!

Have you ever been out of state? Umm…yeah…

Do you like to travel? Very much so

Have you ever been expelled from school? Nope

Have you ever been suspended from school? Nope

Do you want to get out of your hometown? –sigh- sadly, I already am…

Are you spoiled? Yes

Are you a brat? No

Have you ever been dumped? Only once

Have you ever gotten high? Nope

Do you like snapple? Its alright

Do you drink a lot of water? Yes, but you can’t drink too much, can you?!

What toothpaste do you use? Colgate

Do you have a cell phone? Yup

Do you have a curfew? Ugh sadly

Who do you look up to? Ppl who respect me

Are you a role model? So I’m told

Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? yes

What name brand do you wear the most? No Boundaries

What kind of jewelry do you wear? Silver o.o

What do you want pierced? My tongue o.o

Do you like takin pictures? Cameras are my friend

Do you like gettin your picture taken? ((see above answer))

Do you have a tan?  naturally

Do you get annoyed easily? depends on the person

Have you ever started a rumor? hehehehe

Do you have your own phone or phone line? cell phone, does that count?

Do you have your own pool? W.w I used to

Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxers, but I wouldn’t wear them myself

Do you have any siblings? Sure do

Have you ever been played? Not that I know of…

Have you ever played anyone? I don't need to

Do you get along with your parents? Yup

How do you vent your anger? I punch walls…once to the point of 3 knuckles on my right hand bleeding…that was fun…no seriously…it was ^^

Have you ever ran away? Tried to

Have you ever been fired from a job? Never had a job

Do you even have a job? You don’t pay attention, do you?

Do you daydream a lot? Yup

Do you have a lot of ex's? well….i would say a lot…

Do you run your mouth? Hehe sure do

What do you want a tattoo of? An angel

What do you have a tattoo of? Nothing

What does your ex bf/gf look like? Why does that matter?

What does your most recent crush look like? Don’t need one, so don’t have one

Whats her/his name? emr…

Have you ever been bitched out? YES! And by someone I didn’t even know too…

Are you rude? I can be…

What was the last compliment you recieved? I have a great personality…

Do you like getting dirty? Ooo la la!

Are you flexiable? I can be?

What is your heritage? Flip/Chod

What is your lucky number? 7

What does your hair look like right now? It’s in a ponytail…

Could you ever be a vegetarian? Ew, no…no offense…

Describe your looks? I’d rather not

If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? purple

Would you ever date someone younger than you? I am right now…

Would you ever date someone older than you? Done that too

When was the last time you were drunk? –clears throat-

How many rings until you answer the phone? 2 or something like that

Have you ever been skinny dipping? Hmm….

If yes, when was the last time? hahahahahaha

When was the last time you went on a date? …I don’t think that really counted as a date…but we went to the movies….

Do you look more like your mother or father? My daddy!

Do you cry a lot? Sadly yes

Do you ever cry to get your way? I probably have, but not on purpose

What phrase do you use most when on the phone? Dear god, there are too many…

Are you the romantic type? Very much so

Have you ever been chased by cops? Only cuz the cops were my friend and his buddies being mean

What do you like most about your body? Ew I don’t know

What do you like least about your body? ...................................

When did you have your first crush? Lol probably kindgergarten

When was the last time you threw up? Ugh why ask something like that?

In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Either is good

Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? Ugh ew

What about cleavage? Lol and I get yelled at for it

Is your best friend a virgin? >.>  which one…cuz one is…but one isn’t…

Have you ever fucked someone up? Heh in what way?

Have you ever been fucked up? Is this the same as the ass-kicking?

What theme does your room have? Purple, Me, Stuffed Animals

What size shoe do you wear? It ranges from 5 ½ to 8

What is your screen name on AIM? Purplevyxen06

How are you feeling right now? Pretty tired…

When was the last time you were at a party? Sometime last week? Bleh iono

Have you ever given a lapdance? Haha I remember this one time during school…

Have you ever recieved one? Ahem!

Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? Ugh YES

What is one of your bad qualilties? I’m impulsive

What is one of your good qualilties? I care

Would you marry for money? Don’t need to…

What do you drive? Sadly? I have nothing TO dive w.w

Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? Plz, I’m both

When was the last time you cried in school? Heh sophomore----no wait…april, last year

Would you ever hook up with the same sex? Umm…not intentionally…

What kind of music do you like? Most kinds

Would you ever bungee jump? Oh hell no

What is your worst fear? A life all alone

Would you ever join the army? Not anymore

Do you like cows? Cows are fun!!

If you were to die today, what would you do? Have no regrets

If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? ((this isn’t one word, but…)) Live life like you believe in something.

Do you like to party? depends

Moons or stars? Definitely moon

Coke or pepsi? pepsi

Favorite scent? Hmm…Chris always smells good…

Favorite band? Ooh toughie…oh screw it, I don’t know!

Would you ever dye your hair red? Haha again, not intentionally…Topher would be much too pleased…

How many languages can you speak? 2, but one of those are 2 halves

i don't understand why some of that came out still as black font...>.>...dumb xanga...w.w....

-Akire-